Okay Fine.

So, Stupid Boy's gone... all gone. And fine, I'm accepting it. And yeah, I'm attempting to do this silly 40 days/40 nights thing, but really, I'm looking for a good reason to break it. Where is my good reason to break it already? I'm such a weakling it's unbelievable. So you all now know, I'm weak, I'm a bitch, I'm boy crazy, I'm shallow... I mean Jesus... I was made by the Devil herself. I just like thinking about someone... fantasizing, not in a pornographic way, but more of a Bridget Jones walking down the aisle psychotic way. Wow, hm, so you're all in my head. I mean, okay, so maybe I didn't want to throw Stupid Boy down and have crazy sex, but he was funny... and I miss our emails... now everythings back to business. Why the fuck doesn' t he miss my emails? Why the fuck doesn't he like me? Hahaha! I mean what's not to like, I'm the Devil Incarnate... I mean that's a big deal. This post is pretty jumbled.