Just A Little Crush...

Okay, so I'll admit... despite the condom incident, I do have a bit of a crush on the Englishman. We've been emailing since (more than just his profuse apologies), and I know he really is a sweet-sweet guy. What he did was more out of youthful idiocy versus being a bonafied asshole. It'd be lovely just to have him grow-up a tad and then find me... hahahaha. It was just so comfortable in his arms... Look at me being such a silly - silly girl.

He reminds me of Mr. Lost His Mind Christian... in the ways that made me fall for him and obviously not the ways in which it ended... he's just this tender protector... he notices the little things... you didn't think he was listening and much later he says something that shows not only was he listening, but he heard it.

Anyway, he's just an idea I like falling asleep to...