I'm a Quitter Baby, So Why Don't You Kill Me?

I've decided to resign from the quest for a second date before the New Year. Although I have all this time at work to surf MySpace for potential dates, none of them excite me... nor do I really feel like putting myself out there. One has to be ready for that kinda' thing.

I really just like being alone right now. Sure I have my moments of "loneliness creeping in," but there's just something comforting in such feelings. Right now, I have complete control over my moods... I'm not waiting by the phone or playing guessing games or going psycho or a million other things. I'm just Miss Curious doing her little Miss Curious things. I'm enjoying my cozy covers and queen bed that I don't have to share with anyone... I don't have to roll over and think "fuck you for being able to fall asleep when I totally can't."

There you have it... my declaration to the world of the Blog... I am resigning from the deal - no more dates for me... not until it feels natural and like there's no pressure (i put solely upon my own dumbass self)... yup, not until then. Sorry that I'm such a quitter. Quitting just something I do. I have to be consistent with my Quitting behavior... I wouldn't want to disappoint and actually follow through with something I say I'm going to do.... what's the fun in that?