Slightly Unsatisfied

Bad Break-Up hasn't emailed me back since I wrote him the below post just over a week ago. We haven't been in touch in almost two years, and he's now in a new relationship, so I imagine I'm not much of a priority (which is truly understandable)... but I'd still like to hear from him.

As I mentioned, I would like to have some sort of face to face resolve. Hm.

And since I'm over-analytical amongst a million other vices, I can't help but wonder how their relationship has been so successful... what is it about her that has made things work? what's the secret?

And I hate that everyone always says that we had to learn this and that from this relationship and that relationship... then why, I ask, do some people get it right on the first try? Fuck that.

Bitter? hahaha! Well whatever.

With nothing better to complain about and not fathoming starving kids in Africa, I sit here obsessed with singledom... just today!??! hahaha! But c'mon the best selling bands, books, films, ballads, etc are all about fucking love... about everyone's obsession with it... so basically i'm just trying to fit in!!! Hahaha!

What is the first question people typically ask when you haven't seen an friend in a long while?!??!

"You dating anyone?"