Do I Detect Optimism?

There’s something about wearing black eye-shadow that gives a girl some serious confidence. Friday and Saturday nights I had this serious confidence. I had those moments at a bar where you suddenly pause and see through the cloud of smoke and your vodka tonic goggles focus and you realize you’re stoked to be where you are with the people who are there… and the music that is playing.

Yes, not one but two nights of good times… not to mention some serious moving and shopping… I used every last bit of energy I had in my heart and my soul. Good move – good peeps – good fun.

And this coming weekend, oh shit, off to Vegas for all of this all over again and I couldn’t be happier…. And happy with no boys nor the prospect of any… just happy to know the folks that I do and have the opportunities that I have… and to for a few moments realize that hey, I’m okay… in fact, I’m fucking rad… and thanks to whatever force I can’t understand for bringing me these rad times.